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Why Do Mothers Hurt Their Daughters?

“Sometimes I feel like I don’t like my daughter. She is one of those kids who will tell a lie for no reason and will have you believing her lies. When I had her there was no bond at all. When she would try to touch me it would gross me out. I don’t hate her, I just feel that I don’t like her,” revealed 35 year old Mary Ann.** Mary Ann is one of many Moms who hold feelings of resentment toward their daughters;  a broken...

I Was Raised On Violence

I got arrested one night when I slapped my wife and blacked out. Evidently I beat up some cops as well. I have no memory. Too drunk. Drink brings out the worst in me, like Jekyll and Hyde. I have given it up now for 15 years and will never go back. My father used to beat my siblings, and I would watch. Police came to our home weekly. My father was an alky, Mr. Martini. I’ve learned John Bradshaw, we were a model...

She Needed Me To Be Violent In the Bedroom

Violence in the bedroom is something I’ve given a lot of thought to recently. I got into this at a young age – 17. I watched a couple of movies – Blue Velvet and 9 1/2 Weeks. Then I read the book 9 1/2 Weeks, which is much darker than the movie was. Both films deal with relationships based on violence. I had a girlfriend at the time who saw and read the same things. We were both young, highly sexual, and...

I Am An Evil Person

I interviewed a man who identifies as a member of the Crips gang in Los Angeles. He admitted to me that he is an abusive and mean person. These are excerpts from our conversation. (Abuse Is Not A Secret) ANS: How long have you been abusive? Chris: I’m 45. I’ve been like this all my life. It’s not talking bad about people, it’s telling the truth. If you can’t handle the truth, go jump off a bridge. ANS: Who do you feel you...

I Shouldn’t Have Called Her A Stupid Bitch

She was about 5’9″. Long pretty curly hair. Pretty brown eyes. Nice complexion. Kissable titties. Very sexy, make you want to fuck her just watching her walk. I gave this woman whatever she wanted out of life, whatever she asked me for. I took in her child as my own. I know what kind of dude I used to be and how I used to live my life and with her I was completely different. I saw myself changing. I saw myself...

I’m Sorry I Molested My Daughter

He’s a humble man.  He rides the bus to church. He chats easily with you at the barber shop. He’s the kind of man you would invite to your backyard barbeque. He is easily someone you could love. But, would you love him if you knew his secret, even if he said he was really, really sorry? Charles Rayne* is a convicted child molester. He was sentenced to 10 years of mandatory probation for molesting his 15-year-old...